mardi 13 octobre 2009

Finland : testimony of Pedro, an inmate meditating in the jail of Helsinki

My testimony about the efficiency of the Sahaja yoga meditation for me to be more balanced.

My name is Pedro, I am thirty years old. I am inmate in a Finnish jail called Helsingin Vankila. My sentence is : all life in prison . I have been here now for five years.
I went to jail in 2001 and the first years were really hard for me. I was in emotional roller coaster. I tried not to show it outside but inside I was feeling terrible. But then in January 2004 when I had lost almost all hope, Sahaja Yoga was introduced in our prison.
I immediately felt something wonderful that I never felt before. Something I couldn’t explain in words. I knew that was something that I had been looking for all my life. I stopped smoking immediately, something I couldn’t do before.

After that, I started to meditate every day and my lost smile returned inside of me. I am in peace now and want first of all to follow this path the rest of my life.
I want also to help as much as possible : I have been practising this form of meditation since nearly two years and a half now and other inmates were taught also. I could see they were as much helped as me.
So I really wish that every prisoner in the world could have this life changing experience.

Pedro Helsinki April 2006


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Testimony of A, a Finnish prisoner

I am from Finland. Once I was doing time in Helsinki prison and my life was all messed up. Then one day, a friend of mine asked me if I wanted to meditate and I went to a sahaja yoga meeting with him.
Suddenly my life started to change. I was filled with love, joy and happiness. It was very nice to meditate collectively and learn new things every day.

I realized that I had no more trouble to sleep and that my stress was gone.

Now I have been out for one year and I am still meditating. When I went out, things worked out nicely. I got my own flat. I made different kinds of jobs as a workman in Construction. And I was also working in the technical team of a film.
Right now I have not a job but I am sure something will come in my way.

I play drums in a band. I am going to India for an International seminar of sahaja yoga.

The prisoners who speak English can write me. You will get my address. I shall write you back.

A. N.


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Sahaja YogaTestimony of Fiore , an inmate in Italy


Sahaja Yoga has been taught since October 2005 in 2 prisons in Italy. In the prison of Velletri, Sahaja Yoga began thanks to the support of the “guarantor of the rights of prisoners ", a service of the Ministry of Justice which exists in some countries among which Italy and Spain. Fiore tells us here his first sessions of Sahaja Yoga and the impact which it had on him.

This testimony is describing well what is done during a Sahaja Yoga course.

“It was the 15 September of 2005, when I was transferred to the section of high safety in the jail of Velletri near Rome, for my last year of jail. I have a very stormy past with more than twenty years all together spent in jail.

It was in the middle of October, when one afternoon I returned from walking together with Giorgio in the yard. We saw new posted notices. One course of Sahaja Yoga was proposed. The interested persons had to write a special demand to the educator.

At once we decided to write our demand, because it would bring us certainly advantages : those to go out more often of the cell and to live a new experience.
We wondered if there would be a selection : we could foresee a big number of persons.
One week later, the agent of the section called us in our cell for the course of Sahaja Yoga.

We entered a bit curious and we noticed three new faces with the educator and the Guarantor of the prisoners. As usually we introduced ourselves (we were about twenty ), while the educator marked the presences. These three new faces were Daniela, Lucio and Papik.

My attention then fell on an illustration ; at first sight it could be a Buddha, with words written in an oriental language. Lucio, a person of beautiful imposing presence, with grey hair and about 58 years old, presented this new experience, the first one in the Italian prisons, and authorized by the Ministry.
This thanks to the intervention of the Guarantor of the prisoners to whom we made a sign of thanking.

After this explanation, Lucio had suddenly a knot in his throat. He couldn’t speak anymore.
I had the idea to ask him if it was the first time he was visiting a prison and he was in front of people like us. Then, we said that some of us were Neapolitan ; at once he smiled and he talled us that he was also of Neapolitan origin ; he presented us the origin of Daniela and of Papik. Their eyes then were shining with enjoyment to feel accepted.

And so we bound friendly links by speaking about our origin : the Neapolitan, the Calabran, the Sicilians and the Albanian.
The atmosphere became then more relaxed.
Lucio began to explain the illustration which represents the canals of our subtle system. All this was a part of unknown things for Giorgio and me.

They decided to get to the heart of the subject at once and they invited us to follow them in the meditation.
Lucio asked us to close our eyes, to relax and to think of nothing ; if the thoughts came, to let them slide and if they were bad thoughts, to say to them "no" and to ask to the Mother Kundalini to eliminate them.

While that, we looked at them with half closed eyes ; we also looked at each other and the most difficult thing was to prevent us from laughing.

We managed not to laugh and I began to observe them. Their faces were relaxed ; they were without shoes ; they seemed light and so quiet . I thought of the impact that they could have on the prison.
Lucio asked us to follow Papik to raise our Kundalini and to put our attention on our sensations.

After the exercise, sceptical we looked at each other by comparing our sensations. Daniela, Lucio and Papik asked us to stay in meditation.

At the exit, we stayed in the corridor to exchange our impressions.
Someones laughed at the lesson openly while the others were interested. Nevertheless something had just happened to us.

My companion of cell had the habit of going out in the morning in the yard ; I took advantage of it to meditate, what was for me a kind of psycho-therapy.

At the 2nd session, one week later, we realized that only one had given up and that more prisoners came ; like Janson from Niger, a very religious boy.

We noticed besides the photo of a lady with deep eyes and smile up to ears. In the centre of her forehead, a circle of some centimetres, covered of red.
Papik adjusted the volume of the sweet oriental music. Lucio talled us about the value of the fire, the water, the earth and the air, the 4 essential elements of the life ; they compose our body and the footsoack with salt water brings us a lot of welfare.

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Then he spoke about Shri Mataja Nirmala Devi. And after we started the meditation. At the end of meditation, gone into raptures, we opened our eyes ; and we looked surprised because on all the faces we read a certain serenity. Some felt the heat on their palms; others a light breeze on their fontanel ; others their fingers tingling ; and somebody felt penetrated by a light sensation of internal welfare. At the end of the session, Daniela handed us a small photo of Shri Mataji.

The next days, I added the foot-bath to the meditation and I tried to raise my kundalini.


I went to the 3rd session. When we had greeted each other, Lucio, smiling, asked us which evolution we had felt during these first meetings. Auguste and Maurizio began to speak about their internal welfare.
Several ones explained that it became for us impossible to meditate in cell, because people was laughing at us. Papik explained he met the same problem.

Lorenzo came to visit us one day, to replace Papik. I observed him : as Daniela, Lucio and Papik he was radiant, proud, and transparent. It was clear he was happy to be with us.

It took some weeks and we began to practise the introspection. I did not notice any more anxiety in me. I felt serene, better with myself and with the others. I began to face the difficulties in a positive way ; and days became for me more and more coloured.
I thought that I had improved my mood and reached some internal balance thanks to the meditation.
It is even thanks to it I was able one day to help my fellow of cell to write a letter of demand of conditional liberation. I spent several hours for that, but I made it with enjoyment. Some weeks later, he had a positive answer and thanked me, crying of joy. It was for us a very beautiful moment.

My testimony wants to be also a thanking for Daniela, Lucio, Papik and Lorenzo ; and for the Guarantor of the prisoners and the educator who allowed this initiative.

And I end with two Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi's sentences that I made mine when Daniela gave them us with the hope they take root in all our hearts :
IN THESE DIFFICULT TIMES UNIT AND WORK TOGETHER FOR A BETTER WORLD MADE OF PEACE, LOVE AND JOY. TIME OF INNER REBIRTH HAS COME.”

Fiore, Italy, December 2005


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Italy : Claudio, less aggressive after meditating

My name is Claudio, I am a 44 year-old and I am free lance. Up to March 29 th 2006 when I was arrested.

It was then a time of discouragement, of pain. I was closed in isolation without any contact . And alone with my thoughts : the souvenir of the death of my mother, a lot of strong emotions.

Then I was transferred in the jail of Velletri. I found new companions, all available, very strong, but it was however the loneliness. In the night I was thinking that the things don't happen by chance but for making us understanding what we are doing in our life.

I am not yet judged ; therefore I am an innocent potential that has not lost the hope to return as a free man. For this motive as soon as I have known that a course of yoga meditation was organised, I have not hesitated.

The impact has been embarrassing but positive. I have found Lucio and Daniela that explained to me, last arrival, the preceding lessons making me understanding the positive effects of this yoga on my companions.

Lucio and Daniela are two beautiful people who through meditation try to communicate with us to be solider with people far from their world. I have followed the lessons with attention and curiosity, trying to understand every of their gesture with sincerity.
I must affirm that at the end, I have felt a sense of comfort , an internal calm that has allowed me to face the following days in harmony with myself.

I hope following with constancy and discipline to acquire values that will allow me to live the detention period in a constructive way.

And after almost one month of this adventure, I can affirm with all sincerity that this has made me happier, cheerful and less aggressive.

Thanks to all the people who had this initiative. It got a large consent from all of us.
Thank you to Lucio, thank you to Daniela.

Claudio


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jeudi 17 septembre 2009

Testimony of Julien June 2005

Julien, 24 years old in 2005, learned Sahaja Yoga meditation in a Dutch jail. He says it was an opportunity to know better himself.

I am a young boy 24 years old . I am now in jail in Holland. I am not going to tell you here for which reason I was brought between these walls, that’s not the point.

It’s happening to everybody in our life to look for deeper things than the modern Society can afford us ; to have questions on our place in the World ; on the meaning of our life ; on the mysteries of the Creation ...etc.
During a long time, I unconsciously pushed back these questions , repressed my sensations, I was neither listening myself , and nor the others too.
In a time of my life full of doubts and incertitude, I was like sucked up as far as this kind of very particular residence which is the prison.

At the beginning and during many months, it was like if the Sky had fallen down on my head.
Then, I crossed on my way a guard and his wife who are responsible of a group of meditation inside the jail. I interested myself to this course.
It was then an upheaval in my life : from that point, I was born a second time.
Also, I started to learn to know myself, to become myself, to undertake an inside travel.

The faith which was sleeping in me since ever awake itself , my convictions became bigger. Every day, I was becoming more sure of what I was believing in.
In fact, I understood that the jail had been for me a gift from God ; and then an opportunity to meet the whole compassion of Shri Mataji through Sahaja Yoga.

To-day, being still inexperienced , I am trying to grow up , to build myself . I am moving forward on the way of the Life.
Also, the pain of having lost freedom made way for a great joy in me because even if this place of meditation is narrow, it contains the Unlimited.

Julien June 2005


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jeudi 7 mai 2009

Sahaja YogaTestimony of Albino, inmate meditating in Holland

Holland, 27th of May 2005

I thank so much the group Sahaja Yoga of Holland who taught me the techniques necessary for me for becoming a man of Truth .

At the end, it will be possible for the Light to illuminate the whole Mankind .

Thank you so much to the Creator and to Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi .

Albino


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Testimony of Augusto in the prison of Velletri in Italy

Perhaps it seems strange, but for sure that was what I felt during these Yoga courses.

It made me controlling better my state of mind, succeeding to stop my problems of thinking too much, not sweeping up them in a disastrous emotional involvement.

For me it is a great thing that I have learned ; and sure I will teach it to my sons and to my wife.

Thanks to have given us this possibility to see "this place" where we are living nearly with eyes of spectators.

Augusto


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